Official 'Happy' Lyrics by NF

NF Lyrics

Read the official lyrics to 'Happy' by NF below; HAPPY is the fifth track on NF's new album, HOPE. "Happy" was co-produced by Tommee Profitt, NF and Jeff Sojka.

NF - Happy Lyrics

Verse 1
Dear God, please
Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached
Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been selfish, I have no excuse to give You, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable

Chorus
Living in my agony
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine (Who)
Who I'd be if I was happy

Verse 2
Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I've been avoiding
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said, I wish I woulda not let slip
Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losing hope, heading down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm